by Joannie Watson | January 26, 2018 12:04 am
I am trying to finish this post, well after my deadline, and just emailed Deacon Mike an apology about not having it finished yet. I am submitting a post about being late… late. The irony of this is not lost on me.
There is an increased tendency in my life to run late, and it’s not something of which I am proud. Is it really a big deal to run late? Whether it’s sliding into a meeting a minute after it starts, consistently texting a friend that you’ll be five minutes late for your coffee date, or getting to Mass in the middle of the first reading, I think it’s something we need to re-examine in our lives.
Studies are showing that tardiness is on the rise, and ink has been spilled about various reasons, including blaming the millennial generation. As a millennial, I know I resemble some of the criticism. At the same time, I don’t think we can blame a certain age group or a certain personality type. While those things may be a contribution, habitual tardiness or a general apathy about punctuality can creep into anyone’s life. So I have to ask: Does it matter? Practically, yes. But even more importantly… spiritually, yes.
To be clear, I am not speaking about an occasional incident. Things happen, plans get changed, and wrenches get tossed into our daily activities. Parents and/or spouses have less control over things because they are dealing with other people with free will. I know all of that. But let’s be sober and honest with ourselves. Could we be doing a better job being punctual? Yes, it’s hard for a young family to get to Mass on time. Yes, it’s hard for a busy professional to make it to meeting after meeting on time. But instead of making excuses, let’s try to root out some of the vices that might lie underneath tardiness.
Technology has contributed to an apathy about punctuality. It’s too easy to send a quick email or text that we are running late. Back in the dark ages before cell phones, we set up plans on our landline telephones, and those plans remained in stone because they were difficult to change. If I had a coffee date with a friend and something came up at the last minute, I knew that I would be leaving that friend waiting, unaware, confused, and probably perturbed. How long ago those days seem! Now I can send a quick text or make a quick call on my cell phone and “apologize” that I’m “just running ten minutes behind…” and expect that friend to wait for me.
Perhaps our tardiness lies behind the mask of productivity or multi-tasking. I have a meeting in ten minutes, but if I can just finish these four emails and make this one phone call… And then ten minutes turns to twenty, and my colleagues are all waiting for me. We try to squeeze as much as we can out of our precious time, but are we doing it at the risk of wasting the time of others?
Or maybe we can honestly chalk our lateness up to simple inattentiveness and carelessness. You may have a friend (or maybe this describes you) whom you know is always going to be ten minutes later than they say they’re going to be. He or she simply doesn’t pay attention to the clock or the amount of time they need to accomplish a task. After a while, you budget that into any plan. If you want to get together with them, you tell them a time that is actually much earlier than you really want to start, as your only hope of starting on time.
Again, I ask: does this matter? If someone else’s tardiness annoys you, should we just chalk up your annoyance to an uptight fixation on schedules? If your own tardiness annoys you, should you just have more patience with yourself or tell yourself it’s not really your fault?
If we’re speaking about habitual tardiness, there is a call to make a spiritual examination of what is causing it and how we can become better people. Holiness is not just about our prayer lives. Our quest to become saints touches our daily lives, our interactions with others, and our self-discipline in our everyday activities. Could our tardiness have spiritual causes and answers?
All three of these things boil down to sacrifice. As with anything in our quest for holiness, we must make our lives a gift of self. Do I want to get one more thing off my to-do list before running out the door? Yes. Do I want to push the snooze button? Yes. Do I want to allow myself to get lost in a project or a distraction and not worry about the time? Yes. But in the end, I have to examine how my choices affect others and affect my own spiritual life.
At the same time, that self-gift and call to sacrifice also extends to my patience and tolerance of others. If I have a notoriously late friend, am I willing to be flexible and offer up my annoyance? If someone is late for a meeting, do I give them the benefit of the doubt? Perhaps they are tardy because they had someone in their office who needed a listening ear. Rather than push that person away from the sake of a schedule, they took the time to be present.
Our Christian life has one goal: love. While we might like to think of grand displays of love and sacrifice, those grand displays are only possible if we are daily making small sacrifices and small acts of love. Our attentiveness to others, our sincere attempt to be faithful to commitments, and our fidelity and generosity to others’ time are the small things that make up a life of virtue. If you struggle with tardiness like I do, let’s stop to examine our lives and practices in the light of love. How are my habits preventing me from living for others? How are they preventing growth in my prayer life? What virtues should I be cultivating in order to better serve God and my neighbor in practical, everyday ways?
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