As It Was in the Beginning is Now, and Ever


The other night, I was frustrated with my critics, frustrated with my children, and frustrated with my disobedient German shepherds who take my donning of a coat to mean the dawning of a walk, even near midnight.  I was grateful to be pulled outside though. The sky was clear beyond bits of late snow, one of those spirity nights when the winds of impending Spring wipe away the clouds, and the starlight casts shadows. “My God,” I prayed, “the stars are so bright!

When you understand something about matter at the atomic level, both starlight and snowflakes can induce that embarrassing human act called sudden-unabashed-weeping. Those dots of light are actually massive spheres of plasma, some of them billions of years old, radiating energy when hydrogen nuclei fuse to become helium and helium becomes heavier elements. The light I saw traveled for years to reach my eyes. And the snowflakes? Each one’s beauty is scripted by the union of chaos and determinism, unique in its trajectory through other matter and changes in temperature and pressure, but patterned at consistent angles by the polarity and bond of every water molecule. They melted on my face, never to be seen. Under such an interactive firmament, it’s hard to feel unappreciated. Goodness, I felt downright glorious.

Science has given us this radical view of the universe. For most of recorded history, religions provided the concepts and expressions for understanding nature, human life, and the cosmos. Since the emergence of a physical theory in the Christian Middle Ages some 700 years ago, what we now call “modern science” has allowed us to quantify and describe motions of ever-smaller subatomic particles and ever-remote astronomical objects. Consider the view of the world a person today has compared to the person of antiquity.

The mysterious quantum world seems nothing like the world we can see, yet we have every reason to conclude those physical laws govern every light wave and water molecule surrounding us and the matter that makes up our bodies. There is evidence the universe expanded from a singularity about fifteen billion years ago. The events in the first few moments have been reconstructed in exceeding exactness, but the ultimate first moments still elude the astutest.

We now know the earth, once thought to be the center of the universe, is actually a seemingly insignificant speck orbiting the sun, which itself is a rather indistinct star on the arm of a spiral in a cluster of two hundred billion stars rotating indistinctly in space among thousands of galaxies within one hundred million light-years from us. The largest telescopes can detect billions of galaxies, but God only knows what twinkles beyond human observation.

In the time it took you to read that, the synapses in your brain probably fired hundreds of trillions of times while your body automatically breathed in oxygen and other gas molecules that had meandered a path to your nose at just this time, again, from God only knows where. Sometimes I breathe in and realize I’ll never know where the atoms in those gas particles have been in the universe, and I have to remind myself to exhale.

We’re here on this little planet living out our little lives, but that’s the point: We’re here! Neither a single electron nor the farthest galaxy is more important than a human life, however we were created, however we evolved, however we got right here right now.

Looking up and trying not to trip over the mutually grateful dog looking up at me as if I were her reason for existing, I had a thought. Perhaps that’s why our beginnings are hidden. Maybe God does not want us to focus too much on the past, but on the now and on our everlasting destiny.

I composed myself, dutifully continued that serendipitous walk, and prayed again. This time it was a most familiar and beloved prayer but in a new light. “Glory be to the Father and to the Son and to the Holy Spirit. As it was in the beginning is now, and ever shall be, world without end. Amen.”

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Image credit: Hyades Open Cluster by Todd Vance, Wikipedia.

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Stacy Trasancos is a wife and homeschooling mother of seven. She holds a PhD in Chemistry from Penn State University and a MA in Dogmatic Theology from Holy Apostles College and Seminary. She worked as a chemist for DuPont in the Lycra® and Teflon® businesses.

She teaches Chemistry and Physics for Kolbe Academy Online and Homeschool Program and serves as the Science Department Chair. She is teaching a set of summer mini-workshops titled "Science in the Light of Faith" for students, parents, other educators, or any Christian interested in the nuts and bolts of navigating science.

Similarly, she is teaching a "Reading Science in the Light of Faith" at Holy Apostles College & Seminary next Fall (2016). The course is funded by a John Templeton Foundation grant through John Carroll University for teaching science in seminaries. She is on the Board of Directors for ITEST (the Institute for the Theological Encounter with Science and Technology) where the essays from the course will be shared with the public.

Also in the Fall of 2016, she will teach a "Theological History of Science" course at Seton Hall University, where her mentor, the late Fr. Stanley L. Jaki was a distinguished professor. She is the author of Science Was Born of Christianity: The Teaching of Fr. Stanley L. Jaki.

Her new book, Particles of Faith: A Catholic Guide to Navigating Science is forthcoming with Ave Maria Press...

She teaches, researches, and writes from her family's 100-year old restored mountain lodge in the Adirondack mountains, where her husband and children (and two German Shepherds) remain her favorite priorities. Here is her website.

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  1. You mention that the air molecules we breath may have come from anywhere in the universe! Carrying this further, consider the atoms and organic molecules which make up our body! The same can be said of them! In fact, we can be sure that they were part of other people, animals, or plants in the past. God is the original recycler! It also means we can NEVER literally get our old bodies back following the final judgment, because other humans in the past will probably lay claim to some of the atoms in our bodies right now. Of course, God can do as he wishes! I thought this to be an interesting point however. It makes you think of the incorruptables, because no one else will use the atoms they possess! I wonder about God’s purpose in saving the bodies of those saints!

    1. The incorruptibles are probably incorrupt mostly due to the fact that their food was the Eucharist … and the Eucharist being CHRIST Body and Blood and Soul and Divinity … in visible sacramental form … with an invisible and GLORIFIED part to the Eucharist too. I Believe that once CHRIST’s Glorified Body is in you … and you having Faith … it being possible and likely … that we won’t deteriorate … unless we driving CHRIST out of our bodies through a willfully chosen sin.

      CHRIST saying this …John 6:48-59
      [48] I am the bread of life.
      [49] Your fathers did eat manna in the desert, and are dead.
      [50] This is the bread which cometh down from heaven; that if any man eat of it, he may not die.
      [51] I am the living bread which came down from heaven.
      [52] If any man eat of this bread, he shall live for ever; and the bread that I will give, is my flesh, for the life of the world.
      [53] The Jews therefore strove among themselves, saying: How can this man give us his flesh to eat?
      [54] Then Jesus said to them: Amen, amen I say unto you: Except you eat the flesh of the Son of man, and drink his blood, you shall not have life in you.
      [55] He that eateth my flesh, and drinketh my blood, hath everlasting life: and I will raise him up in the last day.
      [56] For my flesh is meat indeed: and my blood is drink indeed.
      [57] He that eateth my flesh, and drinketh my blood, abideth in me, and I in him.
      [58] As the living Father hath sent me, and I live by the Father; so he that eateth me, the same also shall live by me.
      [59] This is the bread that came down from heaven. Not as your fathers did eat manna, and are dead. He that eateth this bread, shall live for ever.

  2. And why do we have the capacity to appreciate such order and beauty? It is not necessary in the natural order of things. Obviously the capacity to appreciate beauty must come from a loving source, a source that gave the gift of enjoying the beauty and order of the universe he created – just for us. The gift of a loving Father.

  3. Great Article! It also reminds me of some of the oldest scripture we have: You are dust, and to dust you shall return… Its not supported but even if we found that the Universe had no beginning and that all of existence expands and contracts like a Heart, it wouldn’t negate the existence of the Divine, it just would mean that He endowed more of Himself in to existence then we initially thought; WE still have a beginning at conception, WE still have an end in death. And those both hardly matter in comparison to the here and now, how ones treats another, and how to love. I personally love you blogs, and I love science because it’s so beautiful and we tend to learn more about God when we study His creation. Critics in your industry (I’m a former atheist) are willing to state things like they follow the evidence where it leads and there’s no physical evidence of God. The problem with this is that one negates their very own emotions effecting the outcome of the situation; I heard one explain religion as “people believe what they want to believe”, only was taken aback when I agreed with her and said “Right, so why do you WANT there to be no God?”– it was an emotional question and people with high IQs and lower EIQs usually don’t like being asked about emotional desires and wants. Take the fact that humans (regardless of belief system) are drawn to truth as comfort, we just have different ideas as to what that truth is. Something very telling about God was His ability to pray for the people driving nails through His feet as they were doing it, what or who could accomplish such a feat but pure love?

    St. Faustina had a second grade education and wrote a 500+ page diary with visions of the future, more amazing was what Jesus told her:

    “My daughter, Tell the whole world about My inconceivable mercy. I desire that the Feast of Mercy be a refuge and a shelter for all souls, and especially for poor sinners. On that day the very depths of My tender mercy are open. I pour out a whole ocean of graces upon those souls who approach the fount of My mercy. The soul that will go to Confession and receive Holy Communion shall obtain complete forgiveness of sins and punishment. On that day are open all the divine floodgates through which graces flow. Let no soul fear to draw near to Me, even though its sins be as scarlet. My mercy is so great that no mind, be it of man or of angel, will be able to fathom throughout all eternity. Everything that exists has come forth from the very depths of My most tender mercy.”

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